It's Been a While

I have been wanting to write now for months and I am finally doing it at 4:20 AM.  Such a significant time huh?   I have to chuckle.  I have been very depressed now for a few months.  All I want to do is sleep.  My bed and my pillows are my sanctuary.  I am taking a few different meds for my migraines and they seem to be working but I don't think that is what is making me depressed.  I think it's all the medications I am on it's just so hard for me to want to stay awake.  I get bored easily.  I am losing interest in a lot.   But I am trying to start again.  I am seeing a therapist but we are just starting out but I like her so far.   She gave me some gatherings I can go to where others meet every week.  If I can stay out of my bed when they have them or if I am brave enough I would like to go.  I found some things on Pinterest on blogging challenges and they look fun and interesting and will really jog my mind a bit.  Better than staring at my phone all the time and playing games to pass the time.  Easter is coming up this Sunday and just thinking about it is missing my family.   I hope I can see them around this Xmas or before.