Well for the past few days I can finally say that I am in a good place.  I feel like me again.  I feel happy and content and at peace.  I am enjoying life and living every day and night to the fullest.  Not everyone that was in my life seems to enjoy seeing that part of me though but they know what they can do with that nonsense!  More on HER later.   Just a quick update to say guess what?  I am finally OK!